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Thursday, July 3rd, 2008

seniorfetus

8:20p Why do I feel so eager to settle down? Whenever I'm single I tend to party but as soon as I find someone I find myself wanting to drastically change myself to fit their life. Further more, why do I party expecting to maybe meet someone when the type of guy I want isn't a partier/drinker/smoker... etc. I don't know why I do it to myself, I'm bound to wind up with another Brian. I'm so envious of Dorothy. She's been with her boyfriend for five years and they're the sweetest people. I want what she's got.

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Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008

seniorfetus

11:45a So as far as Brian is concerned I'm exhausted. I think everything I could possibly have dreaded while in the relationship has already happened, what else could he do? Ok, time to get over it all. The only thing that makes me still feel that twinge of regret is that I'm really starting to see who I can and can't trust with information worth anything. I hate to be fickle... I'm not the type of person who keeps friends, or even refers to them as friends, who aren't honest with me. This includes keeping the truth from me for any reason. Stop being afraid for yourself! If Brian decides to stop hanging out with you what loss is there? So you lose an asshole friend who starts drama over everything, he isn't worth thinking twice about. Trust me, I know. Ok, that said. I'm still looking for a house... I need something afforable that I can take my kitty to. My mom's fallen in love with him too though so if I can't she's willing to let him stay there. But my kitty sleeps with me every night, I don't want to leave him behind. One more day and then I'm done with Cabrillo! Hurray for a mini vacation!

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Tuesday, July 1st, 2008

seennotheard

4:26p vandalism Was right near my house, then got painted over by the city: How say you? Yay/Nay? current mood: curious

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Thursday, June 26th, 2008

seniorfetus

9:01a ( Change )

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Tuesday, June 24th, 2008

seniorfetus

1:48p Just when I thought I had heard every possible mispronounciation/misspelling of my name here come Ezet and Tyet. Wow... just wow.

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Sunday, June 22nd, 2008

seniorfetus

10:00p I have never felt so frustrated. This whole thing is my own god damned fault. Why didn't I just listen to everyone? He threw away the shoes. Ok, not so bad. Shoes are replaceable. He also told my dad that the only thing I owe him are the pictures on my computer. Keep it up buddy! If you continue to act like a total prick I might just clear out my pictures folder. But at the same time I don't want bad karma. I think about destrying his shit, finding ways to get my money back illegally... All lead to the bad karma I don't want anywhere near me. I know he'll get his eventually but damn, he got off pretty scott free. I've done everything I can to make this a clean break, and as painless for the both of us as possible. I AM IN NO WAY ACTING LIKE A CHILD and I refuse to be called such by a man suffering from shortman syndrom (if you know what I mean) who thinks it's ok to threaten me and my family. Fuck you Brian. You're a worthless piece of shit. You're a lier, a coward, a conmand, and a thief. you don't deserve the few friends who remain in your life. Do you realize to them it's an OBLIGATION? They're your friends cause you've ALWAYS been friends? It's sad when people who claim to be close to you call you an asshole and call me STUPID for staying with you this long! You're life is shit because you made it this way. I tried to help you. I tried to help you get back on your feet because I thought I was helping you get a step closer to paying off your massive debts. You know, no wonder your mom kicked you out of the house as soon as you graduated. She probably felt the same way. What a motherfuckin leech. And what a stupid bitch I was for not seeing you for who you really are.

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siouxcourtesan

10:24p Seeqpod Well, you know what they say...when you find something cool, INVOLVE THE INTERNET. This is Seeqpod, a very nice online playlist of music and music videos: I've been loving on this for about a week now. Anything you want to hear, they probably have at least a little of it. Hope everyone is well. ;) I'll give a better update soon, tonight maybe. love kimmo

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Friday, June 20th, 2008

seennotheard

3:28p Posted using TxtLJ One of the shell stations by my house sells biodiesel.

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